insane&ill peers gawked into their problems upon me.^dreamed lots of alumni of middle school&campus. also dreamed worked with some QRRS colleagues. after woke up, dog's curse let me anxious awhile about my potent. since last night when i dined in the restaurant the evil against me on the topic: a couple whose family life turned a nightmare there asked another male friend to try to dissolve their family's coldness of dying hearts. a grey man once lived in QRRS dorm but a blue collar worker there tried to chat to me&boast old time firendship he had with the dog in the neighbor office of mine. and this morning just when i left the dorm to office, the only hometown folk of Hubei in QRRS, also a grey man, met me and tried to talk with me about hometown journey. they all likely had problem with their potent, and poisoning my life with their spying eyes which is blind in front of the Holy. got up at 7:17am and soon arrived office. posted tweets first, then hunt for resource to download. tried to update my google latitude but China surveillance heavily hampered the operation. also tried a new extension of google browser, chrome's, which blocked heavily by the surveillance. sorted portable after narrowly done it. my girl zhou again refused to walk alone the main road which passes my office in QRRS. the monitor, a dog, even God let me treat him a bit different from the facing evil for he also a graduate, bullied me by persuading me not to spit to the corridor, after i shown self-disciplined after the fury of the gay on facing desk and avoided to spit indoor. they all dogs whose common behavior is bully the silent. i retreated from office earlier, just after 2pm, for the cold of gays, ie. the deads, in office let me unconfortable. on the way check telcom's office, attempting to increase my cellphone wap's bonus pack, after my previous bundle, 10mb/month at 1rmb's cost turns insufficient after these nights i surfed via wap on bed. but unfortunately my cellphone's password missing, and i was suggested to go to the telcom's HQ in central town to handle password changing process. in dorm, enjoyed food&white wine bought last night. dinner was unpleasant, the evil owner of the canteen pretending talking to her contacts and sold me smelly belly meat without my consent. so i dined again in the restaurant near the cross road. leaving the restaurant, i doubting if i should roam alone the main road of QRRS, now that it was rush time of work over. i really eager to see my girl who hidden from me for so many days, but God let me retreat to dorm. surfed in dorm on cell. roamed outside again after 6:30pm, bought some pickles on way in the grocer shop yesterday haunted. baby buzzed in so we had a good time in air, that's the predecided.
my girl zhou, no matter how far u hidden from my searching sight, u r mine. God knows it, and u know it. let me have u, let me pick u. u will see the miracle exactly in my arms. every single cell in my blood, in my flesh, calling for u for family life, for pure joice i crying for u for so many years! u knew, Heaven knows. u had to be my life long wife, my 3rd wife, in my kingdom, in my Royal of China. that's out of debate.